New projects for the Earth Laws Alliance. Visits to home. Books to read. Plenty of planting. Feeling free at last … despite haunting public messages about me by someone I used to know… It hurts to learn how easily someone can enjoy parting… how much they can revel in the separation. How “wholesomeness” can find them after it departed so violently from the other. How it has to be put down into a code, a “linguistic model”. Sometimes human connection can be so disheartening, and so intensely painful.
I sometimes wish my underarm hairs would grow the same light colour as my head hairs grow.